Aug 30, 2004 15:47
yeah i did forget to update last sat hell even before that. mostly bc i been busy w school my second class is wraping up so i am busy and the other class i am taking is gearing up. I mean today i have the Newsletter due, its done but took me a while. wed i have my first lesson plan due i am doin an intro to history for that one. partly bc its easy and partly bc thats how i will actually start my class when i teach so might as well eh. plus the real lesson that i wanted to do i am not sure if it would b acceptable the uses and differences in nazi and american propaganda during wwII. so it will prob b my second lesson if i can hammer out somethings.
last week i met w Steven (otw known as LordGeorgeByron) hes cute, tall, intelegent, somewhat geeky, tho seemingly taken. i say seemingly is the guy hes kinda sorta (at last glance) seeing lied to him abo his status (he didnt dump his bf yet) so he was giving him another chance to slip up. i remarked many times that hes more forgiving than i, not just bc i want in his pants, but because he is. so till he comes on for more than 5 min i dunno. t'would b nice to have a bf an all. eh c'est la vie. i always seem to come into a guys life at the wrong times. anyway i like to talk to him tho i would never quote poetry to him tho i already stated that i was reading poetry again actually i like the works of michaelangelo (yes he did write poetry, and boy is it rife w god allusions). and i simply cannot read Lord Byron's poetry i get too caught up in the words themselves...if i read it aloud it becomes a torrent of spoken words thats so soothing to listen to even if ur not comprehending it. I still love "She Walks in Beauty" that he did. i need to find a better database of his works bc i only found a few. and i need to try and remember a few romantic or humanist poets so i can read those again so far i been randomly clicking on things and reading which is interesting but not very emotionally fulfilling.
oops i should prob say that he and i met for coffee or rather i drank coffee while we spoke then i dragged him out into the sunlight to have a lil walk. and boy does he burn quicker than me and i burn well. it was a nice talk where i made innuendos and he said "i only offer sex once a solar cycle" (yeah he did when we where iming eachother earlier in the day). pity eh? anyway we then walked back to our resp cars he moved to hug me and i slipped down a lil and picked him up. honestly i didnt think i could do it...atleast that easy bc he's abo the height and weight of xbf #2 and well i had troubles. but i am lifting more weights now (50lbs more to b exact) so i didnt. i think he got a kick out of it but i appologized incase i hurt him (i didnt).
later in the week i met w a boy named eddie quite unexpectedly we both where just out and abo doin nothing so i suggested we get together. he agreed. we then walked around talked. then went bak to his car and talked. and then went down to gates pass and talked while looking at the stars thru his sun roof. and then i ended up w my face in his crotch. and found out he's uncut. i wont say too much more save that its my first exp w an uncut guy so i had FUUUN tho i didnt bring condoms so it ended just before making a full home run. but i also found out he has very soft lips tho a lil unschooled in kissing (he kept breaking off quickly in french lessons). all told it was enjoyable tho i really doubt anything serious will come from it he never had an actual bf after all. but i will call him later in the week most likely to hang out like after wed when i should b done w my first lesson plan and do my "how to make a martini" lesson for my other course which will b easier and harder at the same time. but hes cute and latin mmmhmmm gotta love ethnic boys (hes 20 incase ya wondering) not to mention hes a good conversationalist and sweet.
and thats it.