I miss him so much. I want him back so badly. But I know that will never happen. Ugh, just one of those good happy and depressing days.

Oh well.

I miss you Chang.

Not Vday...but his 20th birthday. I miss you soo much My Love. Sleep Well.

I'll never understand god.

I had a whole freaking entry and i closed the stupid window...damn...rofl. Thats funny. Basically it said that Chang is gonna come to Baylor..so that way I can go like I've wanted to. He's getting a cell too...woohoo! It's gonna be weird..like meeting him all over again...lol. The other was that I have to keep the house clean...especially my room; ( Read more... )

Hehe...I'm still so incredibly happy with him! I'm still kinda in shock that all this is happening...it's kinda weird..us knowing about each other since last year and barely talking or anything. I told mom today...lol...she reacted as expected. Well, gonna go eat now. Laterz.

Hehehe...I'm so happy with him. I can't wait until lunch tomorrow...he told me to check my email. I have site tomorrow, so after we get there and I turn my stuff in and leave my shit outside..I'm gonna go to the library to check my mail really quick. I won't be hungry anyway during lunch cuz we are going out to lunch for site...I'm not sure what ( Read more... )

Well...this is a quick update....Chang and I made it official today! This is so freaking kool. This is the highlight of my whole senior year! Well, I'm gonna go get back to him now. <3 Christie