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I'm very frustrated. And I'll tell you why.
I'm frustrated because my father has completely taken over this car project, buying new tires, telling me I need them, even though I don't want them, and I have to pay him back for buying them. So I'm young enough where he gets to make all my decisions for me, but I'm old enough to have to pay him back for those choices. He says if the car isn't fixed exactly the way he wants it, I don't get it.
I'm frustrated that I have not gotten a call back from any of the places I applied to, and I need to start making money for the apartment. Katie's boss said she was going to call me, and she hasn't yet, and it's been over a week so I'm nervous. I need a job badly, and right now, and I don't want to have to work at DD.
I'm frustrated with Mike right now. He's been rather mean lately, and last night I just started crying because I couldn't take it anymore. At first he seemed to feel bad and understand, but then he just got fed up with me again. Last night he didn't call me. Which isn't in itself isn't too weird, but when he can't talk to me, he either tells me in advance he's already doing something, IMs me, or calls me before he goes. Last night was the first time in our entire relationship I had no contact with him and no idea why. I keep feeling like maybe he'll break up with me, but I know I should feel more secure in our relationship, and Katie tells me I shouldn't worry so much over that. But the reason I've been so upset, is because his ex-girlfriend STILL calls him, leaves him messages on MySpace and Facebook, etc, and he told me he hated it. He told me he would delete her and block her number, and he can't stand her. And he hasn't done either yet, and was supposed to two weeks ago. Usually I ignore it and think she's a joke, but sometimes I just get sent over the edge. She has no respect for me, and the fact that Mike has a girlfriend. She thinks I'm a placeholder and she and him will be together, and she leaves him completely inappropriate things and calls him because she's upset because I posted pictures of us. Well, I have ALL RIGHT TO, considering he's MY BOYFRIEND. Well, Katie friended her, and she posted a survey, and the question was "Who was your last missed call?" The answer? My boyfriend. I know she's a pathological liar, but why would she lie about something like that? Why would Mike call her if he hates her, which seems unbelievable in the first place, since he NEVER actually follows through with blocking her. And since he didn't call me last night, I couldn't discuss it with him. I know since we had such a bad week, fighting even more would be a bad idea, and it's our nine month today, but I'm sick of constantly worrying and being lied to about this stupid girl.
I'm frustrated because my father has completely taken over this car project, buying new tires, telling me I need them, even though I don't want them, and I have to pay him back for buying them. So I'm young enough where he gets to make all my decisions for me, but I'm old enough to have to pay him back for those choices. He says if the car isn't fixed exactly the way he wants it, I don't get it.
I'm frustrated that I have not gotten a call back from any of the places I applied to, and I need to start making money for the apartment. Katie's boss said she was going to call me, and she hasn't yet, and it's been over a week so I'm nervous. I need a job badly, and right now, and I don't want to have to work at DD.
I'm frustrated with Mike right now. He's been rather mean lately, and last night I just started crying because I couldn't take it anymore. At first he seemed to feel bad and understand, but then he just got fed up with me again. Last night he didn't call me. Which isn't in itself isn't too weird, but when he can't talk to me, he either tells me in advance he's already doing something, IMs me, or calls me before he goes. Last night was the first time in our entire relationship I had no contact with him and no idea why. I keep feeling like maybe he'll break up with me, but I know I should feel more secure in our relationship, and Katie tells me I shouldn't worry so much over that. But the reason I've been so upset, is because his ex-girlfriend STILL calls him, leaves him messages on MySpace and Facebook, etc, and he told me he hated it. He told me he would delete her and block her number, and he can't stand her. And he hasn't done either yet, and was supposed to two weeks ago. Usually I ignore it and think she's a joke, but sometimes I just get sent over the edge. She has no respect for me, and the fact that Mike has a girlfriend. She thinks I'm a placeholder and she and him will be together, and she leaves him completely inappropriate things and calls him because she's upset because I posted pictures of us. Well, I have ALL RIGHT TO, considering he's MY BOYFRIEND. Well, Katie friended her, and she posted a survey, and the question was "Who was your last missed call?" The answer? My boyfriend. I know she's a pathological liar, but why would she lie about something like that? Why would Mike call her if he hates her, which seems unbelievable in the first place, since he NEVER actually follows through with blocking her. And since he didn't call me last night, I couldn't discuss it with him. I know since we had such a bad week, fighting even more would be a bad idea, and it's our nine month today, but I'm sick of constantly worrying and being lied to about this stupid girl.