Update, what?!
Wow I'm updating. I know, I never update.
Let's see. Tally of Guys This Semester Who Start Something and Then Drop It: Four. That's right. Another one started something with me and then just...whatever, right? Funnily enough, it was Travis' brother, Andrew, and we actually really liked each other, but he's so stupid, because I think he's going to get back with his ex-girlfriend, who he's broken up with three times because she's a crazy controlling bitch that he can never seem to please or get along with. And honestly, he shouldn't have bothered asking me to hang out and kiss me and make me like him if he didn't intend on following through.
All my life I have waited for the guy. Let him go on and control what he wants, when he wants. When he's ready we're together. What about when I'm ready? I have always been selfless when it comes to men, been the perfect girlfriend. But I can't be a doormat anymore. I refuse to spend my life waiting around for these men to realize they want to be with me. It's not fair. I deserve something more. I refuse to be that girl anymore.
In other news, I'm really afraid for finals because I think I'm doing bad in some of my classes, like, C, and if I don't get all A's my father will seriously kill me. But really, I want the A's for myself too. I'm also done caring what my father thinks of me. I've never been good enough for him, and now I could care less if I am anymore or not. He's still got my sister spending all of her time trying to be the perfect daughter. So there he goes.
I got my ears pierced two more times in my left ear, and my right cartilage pierced. Now I sort of want one more in my right ear, and my left industrial. Ah! I'm going piercing crazy!
When I go home, and I can't wait to spend the summer hanging with friends, and not have any boy problems or drama at all. It'll be so chill and awesome. I also cannot wait to see Mike VT. Pretty much all I want in life right now is to see him. Laugh for four hours straight and get beat up by him and just enjoy myself immensely, because he is the one person from my entire life who can make me laugh like that.
Let's see. Tally of Guys This Semester Who Start Something and Then Drop It: Four. That's right. Another one started something with me and then just...whatever, right? Funnily enough, it was Travis' brother, Andrew, and we actually really liked each other, but he's so stupid, because I think he's going to get back with his ex-girlfriend, who he's broken up with three times because she's a crazy controlling bitch that he can never seem to please or get along with. And honestly, he shouldn't have bothered asking me to hang out and kiss me and make me like him if he didn't intend on following through.
All my life I have waited for the guy. Let him go on and control what he wants, when he wants. When he's ready we're together. What about when I'm ready? I have always been selfless when it comes to men, been the perfect girlfriend. But I can't be a doormat anymore. I refuse to spend my life waiting around for these men to realize they want to be with me. It's not fair. I deserve something more. I refuse to be that girl anymore.
In other news, I'm really afraid for finals because I think I'm doing bad in some of my classes, like, C, and if I don't get all A's my father will seriously kill me. But really, I want the A's for myself too. I'm also done caring what my father thinks of me. I've never been good enough for him, and now I could care less if I am anymore or not. He's still got my sister spending all of her time trying to be the perfect daughter. So there he goes.
I got my ears pierced two more times in my left ear, and my right cartilage pierced. Now I sort of want one more in my right ear, and my left industrial. Ah! I'm going piercing crazy!
When I go home, and I can't wait to spend the summer hanging with friends, and not have any boy problems or drama at all. It'll be so chill and awesome. I also cannot wait to see Mike VT. Pretty much all I want in life right now is to see him. Laugh for four hours straight and get beat up by him and just enjoy myself immensely, because he is the one person from my entire life who can make me laugh like that.