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I go through waves where I think, "I should write stuff when I'm not a ball of angst or anxiety, just when I'm feeling happy." Problem is, when I'm feeling happy, I'm less inclined to want to be inside typing on my computer about my FEELINGS.
Well, this morning I've conquered the issues from earlier this week, though I do have a whole list of stress factors still. Most all of them are self made though, and are tied to things that make me happy.
I suppose one of the more vocal issues in my life is my love life, or lack thereof. Despite my yammering about finding a date, I think being single right now is probably good for me. In the last year, I feel like I've learned more about myself than in the last 5. I want to be able to offer any partner an emotionally healthy version of me, one that can offer a good relationship. I don't want to rush into anything just because I'm lonely or am feeling the decision paralysis that comes with codependency. I think I've got that much more figured out now.
Well, this morning I've conquered the issues from earlier this week, though I do have a whole list of stress factors still. Most all of them are self made though, and are tied to things that make me happy.
I suppose one of the more vocal issues in my life is my love life, or lack thereof. Despite my yammering about finding a date, I think being single right now is probably good for me. In the last year, I feel like I've learned more about myself than in the last 5. I want to be able to offer any partner an emotionally healthy version of me, one that can offer a good relationship. I don't want to rush into anything just because I'm lonely or am feeling the decision paralysis that comes with codependency. I think I've got that much more figured out now.