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I find myself having feelings towards those people who are not interested in me, and being bored by those people who want me. While I think mostly it's that those people who are pursuing me just aren't right for me, I wonder. Am I self sabotaging? I'm slowly remembering how angsty I was as a teen and early 20's, pining away for those who were oblivious. There's a reason I got a rep as a creeper. And honestly, I do NOT want to go back there.
What is it that's so attractive about a potential partner that is a bad idea? In the bright light of day, it's easier to use logic, and rationally explain to self, "No, no no no no!" for X, Y, and Z reasons. But in the dark, in bed, alone, half asleep reaching out to the other side of the bed, the mind won't wander to the people you might *actually* have a chance of kissing.
Good thing Viviane loves to snuggle.
What is it that's so attractive about a potential partner that is a bad idea? In the bright light of day, it's easier to use logic, and rationally explain to self, "No, no no no no!" for X, Y, and Z reasons. But in the dark, in bed, alone, half asleep reaching out to the other side of the bed, the mind won't wander to the people you might *actually* have a chance of kissing.
Good thing Viviane loves to snuggle.