Oh, lost soul,
Are you still here?
I'm wondering what you are seeking by coming here.
But now that you are here, can I tell you something?
It's not a big deal...
It doesn't really mean anything...
But I don't want to creep you out...
So maybe I shouldn't say anything...
Forget I even asked.
^^ True inner working of my soul. It's like the start of everything I do in my life - including writing.
These days I focus on fanfic writing. Arashi fanfics to be exact. I wouldn't say shipping is a great part of my life, but Arashi is. But in fanfics everything is possible and shipping becomes life.
However, I am in a downward spiral. Which basically means fewer fics, and the immenent building of my plot-list!
I have a main plot-list, 2 sub-plot-lists, and a whatever-should-I-do-with-this-plot-list. I 'find' plots like a pig finds truffles! And the list keeps growing! It's like a mountain! Full of awesomeness waiting to happen! Waiting to be explored with a full arsenal of creativity, entertainment and a healthy dose of smut! (Because fluff is all nice and fluffy, sometimes you just need the extra cream to get through a day - or story)
And here I am staring at this piled totally clueless adding stones to make the mountain higher.
Like a story about:
*Aiba finds a page of how to make a voodoo doll. When finished the doll looks a lot like Ohno. And weird stuff starts happening in Ohno's life. It takes a while for Aiba to connect the dots before mischief and naughtiness take over.
*Four Arashi members dressed in white, posing as innocent angels, who sinfully do as they please with some poor soul. <-- This could be you!
*Aiba dreams about their history quite often. A history spanning out over multiple past lives. It feels weird, it feels fluffy, it feels like true soulmate stuff. But the dreams turn slowly to nightmares. And Aiba begins to believe that he should save Nino from some pending doom but he can't figure out what it is. Nino doesn’t believe in this soulmate crap. But it becomes very clear that Aiba won't be able to save him in this life either.
Well, I was listening to my playlist stream on air.
Played a selection of 2010 - 2018 Arashi songs - including B-sides
https://avadiablo.dreamwidth.org/591.html Well, I think I took more of your time than I should have.
See you around, my dear lost soul.
Ava