Nov 17, 2005 16:25
Okay, so I'm really, really sick of just about every boy on Long Island. I have yet to find one who is truly sincere and everything else I'm looking for in a guy. I'm really not sure whether I want a boyfriend. I mean, of course I want one, but I'm not up for getting my heart stepped on again. It's happened too many times and I'd rather it not happen again. To be completely honest, my heart's still a little cracked from one of the past relationships and it sucks. I want a boy to fix my broken heart. That sounds really cliche and ghey, but it's what I want. Then again, maybe getting you're heart broken every once in a while is good. Well, not exactly good, but it's the way everybody finds their husband/wife and stuff. By trying things with people to see if you really love them. So maybe, just maybe it's a good thing. I really don't know where I'm going with this at all. I just hope I find a really awesome boyfriend soon. later ♥♥