..a g o n y s c e n e..
....With ever sunset; this burning desire dies; and my heart is broken..
Last night was chill. Sara &Rapheal came over and I got to talk about my problems with "him" and just get somethings off my chest. It was good getting to talk to someone finally since I never get the chance to. I was happy just laying in bed. Cuddled up with Rapheal. And Sara on the other side with us. It's kind of like old times.. but without the 4th. Tracie. Believe me. I don't miss her one bit. I'm sick of being the 3rd wheel, I'm sick of being ditched, let down, walked on, fucked with, I'm sick of you.. and everything you stand for.. All I want to do is find love in you. Cuddle with you. Make you love me. But I guess this was never true.
..If you had a heart; I'd rip it from your fucking chest and make you feel my pain..