Sheela passed away. She fought it hard, but she's gone now. Mom came home to be with her and to calm me down so I'm not alone.

I am so touch starved it makes my head spin. Is it too much to ask to be held? I miss hugs and cuddling. I'm s touchy feely person. I like kisses and holding hands. Can't I have a platonic cuddle relationship? And why is it wrong to kiss friends? I would be so shiningly content if I could kiss people I like. It isn't sexual. I just like kissing. It ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let you know that I am unworthy.
On the 4th, I ordered Mjolnir. She shipped on the 5th. Never arrived. I called B&N and they refunded me.
Oh. I guess I wasn't worthy to posses the power of Thor, after all... why does no one ever trust me with a hammer!?

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Darwin has a frayed fin and is bobbing like he has the same bloat problem Darcy had. Darwin. You are supposed to adapt to survive. Alas. The countdown to fish funeral has begun ( Read more... )

Nat died. I don't think I should keep black moor goldfish.
Tone's lemon yellow and hiding.
Stevie's hovering over him with his feelers (modified pectoral fins that look like catfish whiskers and work like hands a bit) spread out like he's shielding.
Snail is Snail.
Darwin is Darwin.
Angel seems pleased. Asshole. I know what you did. Again.

I am too maudlin by half, today.
Matthew/Madeline. Mom's boy name for me.
Grace(Kitty). Grandmother.
London. Loved it for years.
Darcy. Loved it for years.
Francis(Fran'). Grandfather.
Emily(Em'). Another name option for me before I was born.
Am I really this old?


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Stayed up late last night for no good reason. I guess I was bitten by a radioactive sketching bug because I spent over two hours doodling Spider-Man. The Cutie Pie Baby one, Miles Morales, of course. Because, as with Loki/Kid!Loki, if I'm gonna draw a comic book character, it's gonna be the sweetest little baby of the bunch. I mean, Look at this ( Read more... )

Sakamichi no apollon breaks my heart. ;A; I just watched episode 6 and I need a moment.

Spent the AM reading and watching Black Butler. I still love Grell. Still get the willies from the angel(s?). Then watched Kitchen Nightmares on BBC until I had an accent in my head and was inspired to clean. Happy cleaning whirlwind in the whole house, got thirsty, took a sip of water and felt a cramp. I drank water and started my period. Timing. ( Read more... )