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Getting back into this semester has been a little crazy.
I am feeling a bit overwhelmed.
I have some classes that are really forcing me to examine why I am doing what I am doing. Some of the clients are starting to hit the middles phase wall of therapy. Mostly, the content of work and school is bringing up stuff in my own history that up until now I have had the luxury of not dealing with, thinking about, talking about, praying about, etc. I had successfully pushed it all out of my life, until now.
Despite facing shameful and scary things buried way back there, I can hear the Lord. He say things like "You are not to much for me to handle" and "oh, don't you fret, your time is acommin" (bet you didn't know Jesus could speak with a southern drawl).
I have missed the hope community in these past days and months. I have missed my family. But I know that I have become something new. Something different than before. And the change is good. And as for finding new community and a family of my own- well, my time is acommin.
I am feeling a bit overwhelmed.
I have some classes that are really forcing me to examine why I am doing what I am doing. Some of the clients are starting to hit the middles phase wall of therapy. Mostly, the content of work and school is bringing up stuff in my own history that up until now I have had the luxury of not dealing with, thinking about, talking about, praying about, etc. I had successfully pushed it all out of my life, until now.
Despite facing shameful and scary things buried way back there, I can hear the Lord. He say things like "You are not to much for me to handle" and "oh, don't you fret, your time is acommin" (bet you didn't know Jesus could speak with a southern drawl).
I have missed the hope community in these past days and months. I have missed my family. But I know that I have become something new. Something different than before. And the change is good. And as for finding new community and a family of my own- well, my time is acommin.