The hands of time move so slow, so fast.

Jan 23, 2008 22:56

 Oye. I'm so happy that Lewis got him a new job and could get out of Lowes. A place that only caused him stress and headaches. But his new job is all the way in Danville. An extra 20 mins away and 9-5. The 9-5 with weekends off is good and im so jealous. LoL Idk. I'm just lonely i guess. He has alot of stuff on his plate right now. New job mon-friday, class tuesday and thursday nights, ER and OR time he needs to get done which takes weekends, and well you can see there is not  that much extra time in between except monday, wednesday, and maybe a friday night together. He also has his squad duty with Jason which he hasn't had time for either and he needs also. Summer just feels...idk. He knows what he wants and he's on his way to getting it. And i don't want to get in the way. I just miss him. He was suppose to get off at 5 today, but they asked him to go to Greensboro, NC as extra help to transport a man and he just left there at 10:49pm. So, he will be home a little before 12 and straight off to bed he will have to go for tomorrow's work. :Sigh: I'm amazed he can handle it all. I would crack i think. But! Luckily, since he got so much over time today they are giving him Friday off and i have that day off. :) YAY! I miss him and hate how he is always doing something, but God looked out for me this week. He will be gone all weekend, morning to night both days cause of class and ER time.  I thought i would never see him. But thank God i got me friday. :) I'm not trying to sound whinny or needy or to clingy, but week after week we have to squeeze an hour here and there gets real tiresome and sad. I'm just excited for friday and having more then an hour or two to talk with him, cuddle with him, and just do stuff together. Only good thing that came out of major overtime. LoL

And oh my, i can' wait till Lowes gives me full time. Once they do me and Lewis are getting some kind of cable. MTV!!! LoL I miss my shows! LoL But when Lowes will do that. Only they know. LoL

And oh my goodness. HEATH! I just couldn't believe it when i heard it yesterday. I heard it first through Courtney on MySpace and was like no, she's just playing a joke. Then the news came on and i was like WHAT! Can't be! I don't know what to think about it. If it was suicide i hope they can find a note or someone he may have talked to, but i just don't believe it was suicide. IDK I'm still trying to grip that this young, good lookin', great actor is dead. Just a shocking thing. I hope they figure it out soon and can give us some answers. Hollywood in the past 2 yrs is just popping out the most extreme stuff. I think they all need to go on Jerry Springer and Dr. Phil. Are us fans not good enough for them to live! Hello! LoL

I just feel like typing and typing everything in my little head tonight. Mainly that = i'm bored. LoL My toon game is def next. I'm getting so good! LoL Goodness i wish Lowes would give me full time. I'm here anytime to work and i get nothing. I need money and i need something to pass my time. If it don't happen though by march i'm gonna have to get a 2nd job or find a stable full time job somewhere else. We shall see. I really like Lowes for now and i'm hoping and praying they give it to me by february. :crosses fingers: See the good thing about staying is i'm getting better down in Lumber and if the Bedford one opens and i can get hired there i could get the Lumber Cashier job where you work monday-friday, 7-4. Just like candy does where i work now. It's a special title and special times and i want it!!!! LoL Like i always say though, we shall see. :)

Well, my game is calling my name. I have some Yesman botts i need to take DOWN! Later y'all. Wishing you all a safe and good sleeping night.
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