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well. let's see. just writing because i am here at work (conoco/phillips) and my brain is fried.
i am dating someone new. that last post was interesting, to say the least. i mean, stephan was nice, kind of, but completely wrapped up in himself and how much money he can spend on a single item. the more the better. and if you know me, you know that's the farthest thing from what i try to do.
his name is john schulze. he's a townhaller that got the year after i graduated. he's so great. he's still in school, class of 05. but he's co-oped so much at texas instruments that he still has a year and a half. he's in houston right now co-oping. that's how we met. he's so great. he's an electrical engineer, in case you were wondering. he loves most of the same music i do. and he's introduced me to some great bands as well. it's great being with someone who loves the same music as you, enjoys going to the same shows and is just all around fun and goofy just like i am. he's so wonderful. he has a website if you want to check him out. he has an odd sense of humor, so you just have to go with it. johnschulze.net
ever had one of those dreams that involves someone you haven't seen or talked to in a while. and it seems so real that you wake up forgetting you aren't friends and that it seems that the other person can't stand you. i had one of those last night. i've really been hurting all day thinking about that dream and how close i seemed to be to that person. knowing that the last time i saw that person we pretended not to know each other except for a wave of our hands. made me want to vomit all day long after that. this person used to be the most important thing in the world to me. now it's as if neither of us ever existed. it's hard. so hard. not that my life right now isn't happy. it is so incredible. i'm comfortable with who i am and who i am with. but having some old friends about would do me so much good. i just know it.
well. maybe i will write more someday. maybe i won't. hope whoever is reading this is doing well.
autumn
i am dating someone new. that last post was interesting, to say the least. i mean, stephan was nice, kind of, but completely wrapped up in himself and how much money he can spend on a single item. the more the better. and if you know me, you know that's the farthest thing from what i try to do.
his name is john schulze. he's a townhaller that got the year after i graduated. he's so great. he's still in school, class of 05. but he's co-oped so much at texas instruments that he still has a year and a half. he's in houston right now co-oping. that's how we met. he's so great. he's an electrical engineer, in case you were wondering. he loves most of the same music i do. and he's introduced me to some great bands as well. it's great being with someone who loves the same music as you, enjoys going to the same shows and is just all around fun and goofy just like i am. he's so wonderful. he has a website if you want to check him out. he has an odd sense of humor, so you just have to go with it. johnschulze.net
ever had one of those dreams that involves someone you haven't seen or talked to in a while. and it seems so real that you wake up forgetting you aren't friends and that it seems that the other person can't stand you. i had one of those last night. i've really been hurting all day thinking about that dream and how close i seemed to be to that person. knowing that the last time i saw that person we pretended not to know each other except for a wave of our hands. made me want to vomit all day long after that. this person used to be the most important thing in the world to me. now it's as if neither of us ever existed. it's hard. so hard. not that my life right now isn't happy. it is so incredible. i'm comfortable with who i am and who i am with. but having some old friends about would do me so much good. i just know it.
well. maybe i will write more someday. maybe i won't. hope whoever is reading this is doing well.
autumn