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My vocational rehabilitation counselor called me this morning to let me know I can't get any aid from them for school because my GPA was too low and I failed my drug test. She didn't seem to care that much about the drug test because I told her I'd quit (which I am, you know, mostly). But WTF? Of course my GPA sucked, I had a fucking breakdown in the middle of the semester and decided I wanted to kill myself. I don't know if anyone else has ever decided this or if I'm the only nutjob, but when you decide you really just want to die, your fucking school work is not something you're focused on. In fact, I just stopped going completely because I NEED HELP. Help that this fucking place was supposed to provide. I know that I can't go to college unless I start receiving psychological treatment because when I start to feel too stressed out, I get really manic which then turns into being depressed and it keeps going until I'm ready to blow off my fucking head, alright?
I don't know what to do now. I just spent almost a year doing all their little evaluations and tests and interviews and now it's all gone to shit.
I don't know what to do now. I just spent almost a year doing all their little evaluations and tests and interviews and now it's all gone to shit.