Oct 25, 2005 20:28
i am sooo ready to not live in my house. i am sick of people being mean to me for no reason and i am sick of my parents saying they want me to learn my own lessons, and live my own life......but they keep trying to make me do what they want me to do and follow their example, and go to this school and do this with my life and date that person...it makes me want to scream.
and it doesn't help me with anything. it doesn't help motivate me...it doesn't make me want to listen to them...all it accomplishes is making more angry and more frustrated and more ready to just give up and more ready to just smoke some fucking weed. fuck!
having to lie is really shitty. but i have to. gross.