some days i just don't know

[automaticdrip]

i don't know.

it's hard when your heart says something and your head says something else...really hard.

i just don't know if i can deal with it anymore.

blah...i need some european air to clear my mind.

i want a life in europe...that is where i am gonna live.

so yeah...i'm just lost and downcast right now.

i miss gary and maeve and the good old days.