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i think i would feel better if maybe i just went home, and laid in bed. i don't want to lay alone though.
im sick of being alone. the silence is almost defining and my thoughts are beginning to resemble the thoughts i had 2 years ago, and i feel myself slipping back into that place i fought so hard to get out of. and i dont think i will be able to come out of it unscarred this time.
i need something to help me forget, i think i will go home and have a nice strong drink.
im sick of being alone. the silence is almost defining and my thoughts are beginning to resemble the thoughts i had 2 years ago, and i feel myself slipping back into that place i fought so hard to get out of. and i dont think i will be able to come out of it unscarred this time.
i need something to help me forget, i think i will go home and have a nice strong drink.