Jan 13, 2007 01:05
I'm sorry. I'm sorry i don't know what to say.
You would think that someone in my position would know what to say, but you know whatever you do say is wrong. I never wanted to hear any of it, no one could say the right thing. All you can really do is be there, even if you just there in silence. James, he was good at these things. I remember what he said, "There is nothing I can say to make things better. I'm sorry this had to happen. You are strong, but allow yourself to be weak." and with that he manage to say everything I needed anyone to say. He was just there.
So please just know I am here, if you want me to be.
On a lighter note I have a wicked cough from not smoking as much as I usually do. With each cigarette it gets better.