MI
Well,
I am back in MI. At Dad's house.
It has been fun spending time with my fam.
My cousin's grad party today...feeling old...and single...
First convo of the event...is Sarah going to be a nun and what would her name be...
that's a good question...is there a definite answer? no there isn't...surprisingly
but for the next two years the answer is no...she can't, she has a contract...
after that who knows
who knows...God knows and I do not...
but... I am open to His call...
the love of my life is God, He directs my life and guides my heart
the man that I love is well a man and well I have determined that I will always love him
will we get married? It no longer seems to that is an option...
does that change my love for him?
no...it only changes my prayers for him... I pray that he will be a holy man of God
I pray that he will lead his spouse to heaven and that whomever he dates he will mantain and increase their sanctity. I pray that he will ultimately love God with his whole heart and that he will realize that with that love all his hearts desires will be properly ordered and achieved... then I with great joy trust that he will be happy.
Lord, make us Saints. Lord increase my trust and my joy. Lord guard the ones I love.
I am back in MI. At Dad's house.
It has been fun spending time with my fam.
My cousin's grad party today...feeling old...and single...
First convo of the event...is Sarah going to be a nun and what would her name be...
that's a good question...is there a definite answer? no there isn't...surprisingly
but for the next two years the answer is no...she can't, she has a contract...
after that who knows
who knows...God knows and I do not...
but... I am open to His call...
the love of my life is God, He directs my life and guides my heart
the man that I love is well a man and well I have determined that I will always love him
will we get married? It no longer seems to that is an option...
does that change my love for him?
no...it only changes my prayers for him... I pray that he will be a holy man of God
I pray that he will lead his spouse to heaven and that whomever he dates he will mantain and increase their sanctity. I pray that he will ultimately love God with his whole heart and that he will realize that with that love all his hearts desires will be properly ordered and achieved... then I with great joy trust that he will be happy.
Lord, make us Saints. Lord increase my trust and my joy. Lord guard the ones I love.