it's not too hard for me to tell when people are lying to me. i get a gut instinctive feeling that doesn't leave. when people are being fake, illegitemate, or liars. don't fucking tell me something and play me for a fool. i'm done with it, i figure out everything, either by people telling me when i don't want to know, or by me just having that feeling. i'm starting to say that, if i leave high school with only a couple friends then i'm ok. honestly i'd rather leave with a couple friends who are for real instead of a bunch of worthless people who have nothing to do but to bring you down and take you for an idiot. if you have to question if this blog is about you, then it isn't about you, so don't worry. i hate to use names because i try to be as nice as possible, plus i know people have friends that read these and think that i'm a bad person for writing them. whatever. i don't care. there are most of you out there that i love, and sometimes you see it and sometimes you don't but i hope that you know that i do love you...no matter if i might be being stupid or if things might not be going my way. that's an area that i have to grow up in but i'm working on it. i do love you. just remember that.