I'm riding the crazy train.  I know it.  I don't behave like this.  But I am and I can't stop and it's like some kind of weird spiral.  I need this break like no one's business.  If it's not emotional, it's ghostlike.  I need my home and my bed and to talk to Beth in person instead of over the phone and to talk to horses I grew up with and do ( Read more... )