A lot has been happening.

Feb 15, 2006 14:44

First, the sad news. I'm attending a wake tomorrow night. One of my friend's mom's passed away. It hit home really hard last night.. I mean, this woman was so kind and the family does not deserve this kind of pain. Her oldest child (my friend) is only 20 years old. I can hardly believe what is happening and I don't want to admit that it did. But moving on..

.. all the snow from the blizzard is melting. It's 52 degrees (F) outside right now. I'm not complaining. However, go figure that it's going to be no higher than freezing this weekend - when I'm camping. *shrugs* Oh well, what are you going to do? This is my last year of Operation Snowflake. Since I'll be 18 at this time next year, I won't be considered a Girl Scout anymore and you have to be a Girl Scout to participate. Of course, I can always go as a chaperone - but as of right now, Katrina has decided she will not be doing it again after this weekend.

.. yesterday was Valentine's Day. It's not one of my favorite days.

.. I saw Hamlet today. That was really fun and the company did an excellent job with it.

.. between both Hamlet and Valentine's Day, I've been thinking a lot about this one boy in particular that I have mentioned quite often on here. He sat a few seats down from me in the theatre and he sat at the booth across from mine when we all went out to eat afterwards (it was a school field trip). His hair has been getting longer and so the length it's at now, drives me insane - in a good way! It's that "Oh my god, I'm in love with you!" insane. And he was wearing a light pink button up shirt and he just looked soooo good.
.. I sit next to a friend of his in my computer class now. She and I went to the same church (still do technically) back in the day and were close friends so we automatically became friends again as soon as we were seated next to each other. She keeps telling me I should ask him out and thinks that he and I would be really cute together, but I don't want to lose the friendship and I already know that he does not consider me as anything more than a friend.
..*sigh* I just can't help it. I'm so freaking in love with this boy. I know I should move on - I tell myself that every day.. but I can't and I don't know why. Maybe in college I'll meet someone that will be able to kind of take over the role of "crush" for him.

--That's all for today. Hope everyone is doing well. I haven't heard from Wheaton or Bridgewater yet. Hopefully sooner than later.--

*Me*
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