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Ok, this is getting ridiculous.
It's been FOUR months. Count - November, December, January, February.
And I'm still obsessing over him.
GAH! In that time I've kissed 4 guys, had first dates with 3, started dating 2, and 1 relationship. But ok, can you count a month-6weeks as a relationship?
I think it's so true that you need SPACE after a break up. But how do you get space from the guy that plays pool at your bar every Tuesday, works with one of your closest friends, and is about to move in with another of them?
It's just stupid. I always told myself I wouldnt be that girl that pines over the boy. But here I am. Four months on. Dreading Sarah moving into his place (purely platonic because they both needed a housemate) because I dont want to hang out there in case Aaron gets a girlfriend and then I have to deal with her.
My God he does my head in. It's not even like I think he's some amazing God-like man. I know he has faults. Like can-often-be-a-selfish-bastard type faults. Like wont-accept-that-he-shares-some-of-the-blame faults. Like has-a-tendency-to-whine-but-not-do-anything-to-change-it faults. Faults that I'd normally use as an excuse to run away.
Seriously, blaring faults that piss me off about him but I still can't just let it go!
GAH!
Ok, sorry, had to vent that.
In other news, a crazy sporty streak has come out in me. I joined a gym, I've got a personal trainer, I played touch football Wednesday night. Although even though it was touch I managed to get flattened by a guy and now my ribs and my jaw still hurt. My ankle is finally better though. But ow sore ribs is a pain when you've got a cough. And how on earth do I have a cold when it's 38 degrees (100 degrees) outside???
Wow, what a lot of moaning.
Going to look at a house in a half hour. It's like 5 mins walk from my work, half hour walk to my uni/the city. Wicked. And $15 a week cheaper than my current house! Although I would feel bad leaving my sister when her boyfriend is going overseas for 6 months... but I need to save money and being able to walk home verses spending $20 on a taxi is a big save. Plus $15 a week less on rent. Plus bus tickets which are about another $10. So that's like a $45 saving a week.
Ah well, haven't even seen the place yet, could be a bomb.
Right, gonna go and stop moaning now. Just needed to vent, heaven knows my girls are sick of it, lol.
Oh, and is it sad I actually like Brit Spears' song Piece of Me? haha...
It's been FOUR months. Count - November, December, January, February.
And I'm still obsessing over him.
GAH! In that time I've kissed 4 guys, had first dates with 3, started dating 2, and 1 relationship. But ok, can you count a month-6weeks as a relationship?
I think it's so true that you need SPACE after a break up. But how do you get space from the guy that plays pool at your bar every Tuesday, works with one of your closest friends, and is about to move in with another of them?
It's just stupid. I always told myself I wouldnt be that girl that pines over the boy. But here I am. Four months on. Dreading Sarah moving into his place (purely platonic because they both needed a housemate) because I dont want to hang out there in case Aaron gets a girlfriend and then I have to deal with her.
My God he does my head in. It's not even like I think he's some amazing God-like man. I know he has faults. Like can-often-be-a-selfish-bastard type faults. Like wont-accept-that-he-shares-some-of-the-blame faults. Like has-a-tendency-to-whine-but-not-do-anything-to-change-it faults. Faults that I'd normally use as an excuse to run away.
Seriously, blaring faults that piss me off about him but I still can't just let it go!
GAH!
Ok, sorry, had to vent that.
In other news, a crazy sporty streak has come out in me. I joined a gym, I've got a personal trainer, I played touch football Wednesday night. Although even though it was touch I managed to get flattened by a guy and now my ribs and my jaw still hurt. My ankle is finally better though. But ow sore ribs is a pain when you've got a cough. And how on earth do I have a cold when it's 38 degrees (100 degrees) outside???
Wow, what a lot of moaning.
Going to look at a house in a half hour. It's like 5 mins walk from my work, half hour walk to my uni/the city. Wicked. And $15 a week cheaper than my current house! Although I would feel bad leaving my sister when her boyfriend is going overseas for 6 months... but I need to save money and being able to walk home verses spending $20 on a taxi is a big save. Plus $15 a week less on rent. Plus bus tickets which are about another $10. So that's like a $45 saving a week.
Ah well, haven't even seen the place yet, could be a bomb.
Right, gonna go and stop moaning now. Just needed to vent, heaven knows my girls are sick of it, lol.
Oh, and is it sad I actually like Brit Spears' song Piece of Me? haha...