granny
my granny died yesterday, 7/16/07. i dont really know what to feel right now or what to do. we have known that it was coming. then she went into the hospital 13 days ago with only days to live. i was ready for this and had already said my goodbyes. now i just feel guilty. guilty that i dont feel worse, guilty that i just keep thinking about norm and when he is going to ask me out, guilty over all of the time that i could have spent with her and didnt.