Jul 15, 2007 23:27
There is this guy that I really like. I first saw him in Feb. when I started my new job and actually stopped in my tracks. I got all flustered and red in the face and walked away. well that is how it has been going until 1 week ago when I found out that he is moving at the end of the month and figured I had better step it up. in the matter of a day i had gotten my friends out, drank a bit to get up the courage, and sought him out. we hung out with him and his friends, got invited back to his house and had fun. we didnt stay long, but i was in total bliss. up until then the only thing that i had coherently said to this mad was hi (while running away) and juice (because he asked me what i was drinking). i then went out with him two days later and ... had a great time. since then, nothing. i am working against a time limit and i am sure that he is the one for me! i have never been so captivated by someone or felt so comfortable around them either. when we are hanging out i just feel like there is nothing wrong and that i can just be me. i dont try to act like someone else. since then i have been trying to "play it cool." saying hi when he comes into the restaurant, not hanging on him, talking to his friends more than him so that i dont alienate them, inviting them out to a party... i just dont know what to do to speed it up! i am trying to remember everything i have ever done to get a guys attention in my past and to NOT to that. i am going to keep trusting in the Lord and that whatever happens is in his plans, but i'm not going to quit trying though. i do hope that this works out!