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So yea, things have greatly chilled out, I think...? But before it got to this point things got worse, but I'm getting over it. I have to say, I totally love my friends that have just always been there for me, especially in the hard times. Omg, I don't know what I would have done if Rachel didn't come over on Thurs night to walk Farmland w/ me and to just talk things through w/ me, I was so confused and felt so bad. I love her so much! Especially when she goes and buys me feel better expensive Starbucks Teas! <3 So Friday was a bitch, I was in a bad mood all day and I apprichate those people that cheered me up a bit, <3 thanks. Rachel and I went to work after school, which ALWAYS cheers me up so much and helps to clear my mind, then after stopping at both of our houses we took the metro down to B-Town where Andrew met up w/ us and fun times were had by all. Eating outside and seeing the oddest things...like WTF?! And the guy w/ this dyed hair at the B&N cafe looked really, really fimilar... So after eating and just chilling Sean, Jessie, and Sean's brother met up w/ us for the Sponge Bob movie, which was pretty bad (no plot and andrew guessed like the whole movie) but there were some funny parts, mostly when Patrick was naked>gasp<. The funniest part was probably seeing the guy dressed up as Sponge Bob before the movie, I took a picture of him and his Sponge Bob outfitted girlfriend, but it didn't come out :o( Last night was a pretty good night, all in all. Dana also slept over at Rachel's, and Werner came over to Rachel's later on and we talked for a bit, which ended on a good note. Then we all passed out at 4...
Time for some side mental notes, just because:
I think the "group" I am most occasicated w/ is that of being a "druggie group", how do I feel about this?
I should really try to make more friends in my grade, but I'm not looking for "party buddies" which to me is all that my whole grade is, or well just about. Sometiems I wonder, is making a good, solid friend in my grade possible? Maybe I'm just being too doubtful.
The whole "Sandwitch" really needs to just all get together, too much is going on and I feel like this whole "group" is falling apart. That was what this Friday was suppose to be for, but yea, that fell apart.
I don't know, alot is zooming on in my mind, most of which I don't really feel like going into detail about, so yea, that's all for now.
P.S.- I totally have yet another "girly crush" on a lead singer! Hahaha, I'm SUCH A DORK! :oD
Time for some side mental notes, just because:
I think the "group" I am most occasicated w/ is that of being a "druggie group", how do I feel about this?
I should really try to make more friends in my grade, but I'm not looking for "party buddies" which to me is all that my whole grade is, or well just about. Sometiems I wonder, is making a good, solid friend in my grade possible? Maybe I'm just being too doubtful.
The whole "Sandwitch" really needs to just all get together, too much is going on and I feel like this whole "group" is falling apart. That was what this Friday was suppose to be for, but yea, that fell apart.
I don't know, alot is zooming on in my mind, most of which I don't really feel like going into detail about, so yea, that's all for now.
P.S.- I totally have yet another "girly crush" on a lead singer! Hahaha, I'm SUCH A DORK! :oD