nothing to write, but everything to say

Nov 08, 2004 15:22

I really don't know what to write about anymore, and I wonder...Should I even bother w/ this thing? Hmmm...I feel like I can't let out everything I want to say cause that is all too personal for just anyone to read, and I don't want to sound like I'm constantly bitching or I am constantly fucked up becuase those are the only times I actually write something. For example, this weekend I was in a car accident w/ Rachel. It wasn't bad or anything, but it scared the shit out of me cause I was the passanger and they hit my side of the car, and i had no control over anthing but to hit the window w/ my hand and scream. And well, it was their fault and they were drunk. Fucking idiots...Then Rachel and I still went to see Team America and I have offically decided Regal Rockville has gone "to the getto". There are no more chill stoners/ druggies in that place, they are all now in B-Town. A place I try to avoid, instead you will find me in Georgetown drunk and sitting in the smoking section of UNO's, the new "hang-out" place. Anyways, so then later that night Robert and Werner came over and we all smoked and then after they left Rachel and I smoked more, it was like the first time in 2 months, oh how clean I feel! Or rather felt...And yea I don't really remember what we talked about or anything like that, so the next day was chill. Had Starbucks w/ the girls in the late afternoon and Werner came over after work. YUmmmM, he got me a HIM poster for our 6month ann. OMG I am in love w/ my poster...And Sunday was filled w/ non-stop SAT work, until I fell down a flight of stairs. That hurt like a bitch, I now have a bruse on my ass...Hell, I'm not even sure how I did that! So school is good, I think I have all A's except for AP Psych, which is a B, and then Pre-Calc, which I am hoping is going to be a C...Yuck, I hate that class! Oh yea, I totally forgot to even mention the long Halloween weekend, well it was fun, and I don't remember much of it cause I took some of Rachel's Ambiens (or something that make you feel like your high, but they are so much better than smoking) like 2 nights or more, and drank. And there I go, sounding like some wacked out druggie. But really I was talking w/ Rachel, and that is all that my friends and I "The Sandwitch" could possibly be classfied as since we are such a randomly thrown together group. OH! That reminds me! Jimmy-John&Jason, if you guys are up to it I think I'm trying to pull both "groups" (so to speak) together. Since I know both of you are friends w/ Torante (yes, I know I mis-spell his name, it is my habit to spell it like that) and have been hanging out w/ him alot, I thought it would be fun to pull everyone together (as in George, Brian, you guys, the people I chill w/ that are all friends w/ Torante too etc.) I'm think some chill friday night plan? Post back or call me if you guys have any ideas...
Alright, that is all for now.
Pace Out.
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