Happy Holidays and all that
Christmas has become more and more difficult for me. This year I'll be spending it with Ross after telling him that my plans consisted of a bottle of Jack and some Ramen noodles. Honestly, I have not had and Hard Liquor since the Alice in Chains and Dio concert. The time before that was with Ross in March or April. This year has been a pretty sober year.
I am still thrilled about my brother's gift. I am almost done shopping for Max but Annika is so much harder because she has every fucking thing and she is not old enough for certain other things. Ross joked that I should get her an easy bake oven and then at least I would have a working oven in my house. HAR HAR HAR, I say!
I talked to my landlord about that yesterday and basically she said that she will have someone look at it but not to hold my breath because she doesn't want to spend any money. Great. No cookies for Courtney. I JUST WANT TO BAKE A FUCKING COOKIE! I am tempted to make nice with my mother so I can go cookie crazy at her house.
Speaking of baking, I saw the most awesome cake pan. It's a castle. My kids would know for sure I rock if I had that thing. I know that last year I made a princess cake for Annika's birthday to critical acclaim, but wouldn't it just be so awesome to make Hogwarts or something like it?
The tech who has nothing to do today just made me a cup of hot cocoa and told me he can't find a hooker for our office party. He called four girls and they are all busy. If I had a friend who could deal with a solid redneck I might hook them up, but I am lacking in the single friend department.
I am still thrilled about my brother's gift. I am almost done shopping for Max but Annika is so much harder because she has every fucking thing and she is not old enough for certain other things. Ross joked that I should get her an easy bake oven and then at least I would have a working oven in my house. HAR HAR HAR, I say!
I talked to my landlord about that yesterday and basically she said that she will have someone look at it but not to hold my breath because she doesn't want to spend any money. Great. No cookies for Courtney. I JUST WANT TO BAKE A FUCKING COOKIE! I am tempted to make nice with my mother so I can go cookie crazy at her house.
Speaking of baking, I saw the most awesome cake pan. It's a castle. My kids would know for sure I rock if I had that thing. I know that last year I made a princess cake for Annika's birthday to critical acclaim, but wouldn't it just be so awesome to make Hogwarts or something like it?
The tech who has nothing to do today just made me a cup of hot cocoa and told me he can't find a hooker for our office party. He called four girls and they are all busy. If I had a friend who could deal with a solid redneck I might hook them up, but I am lacking in the single friend department.