all I ever wanted all I ever needed is here in my arms, words are very unnecessary

[aunil_vol_2]

Yesterday evening I went to the gym, which lately I'm not attending regularly due to my back-ache. But there was my step aerobic class with the nice trainer called Giorgio and in no way I'd have missed it !! :))  Giorgio is very nice, I bet he makes every girl fall in love with him :) He's athletic, tall, thin with muscles in the right places, he has blonde hair and blue eyes. He's not like the typical guy who goes to the gym and likes to show off. He's simple, he's just like what he is. D'you know what I mean ? I don't know if it was because I was there, and he was there, and talked to me ( pretended to be angry because lately I've not been regularly to his classes :)  ), but yesterday evening I felt like I haven't felt for quite some time. I felt in a way I haven't felt for ages actually. Last time I felt like that it was about 8 years ago I think..
How did I feel, you're probably asking ? :) Well, I felt like... I don't know, but I realized that maybe love ( Love with the capital L ) is possible again. Maybe I can love people again, and maybe I can be loved again, and maybe I'll stop fearing to be hurt again and I'll let myself go..  I just have to take care of myself and everything will fall in its right place. I felt hopeful yesterday, I felt happy, I just felt as 10 Kilos were taken off of my shoulders. It was like a revelation ! That was just so good !! I'll never lose hope, I'll never stop believing in myself, and in my strenght and will power. Never !

p.s. Jackie illumina  you're  right: mood swings are really a pain..