Mar 23, 2005 16:47
Today I came home from school to this note and a cake...
Once upon a time there was this extremely awesome boy named Timothy James Farina. He was pretty much the best. He lived in the hottest neighborhood around, where all the kids hung out allll the time. They had circle time, which is when they ordered pizza on the walk home and ate it under a tree on the coolest plates ever. Then when all the little kids got off the bus they had to order pizza cause Timmy had pizza, and they <3 him. These kids also went to 7-11 to get slurpees when it was nice out. But the summers were by far the best. They all played manhunt and baseball. Everyone wanted Timmy on their team cause he rocked. O, and this one time Timmy came over in all black, he was Ebony, his face was covered in charcoal. Then the kids went to Hilltop and got ice cream. They all got the twist with the rainbow sprinkles cause Timmy got that. They told Riley they would be right back because he didn't fit. Then once school started again the kids were a little sad, now they couldn't hang out. So, they would watch movies on the weekends. One time they all went to see Alexander. This was because Timmy, being the awesome kid he is, convinced Ashley's mom that she could go, even though she was grounded. They had helped Ashley scrape off her wallpaper that day. On October 1, 2004 Stephanie Elizabeth Pheiler got her license. She brought Timmy and Ashley home everyday. The car ride home was their favorite part of the day, especially on Wednesdays. Wednesdays Timmy put on his cool music. Then, he stopped talking to Ashley and Steph, cause he was mad at them. This made Ashley and Steph really sad, they missed their bestest friend. They remembered this one day when they climbed the ladder onto the McGoverns poarch and broke into the house and ate cake at the table. Timmy loved this cake. He even named all the states and capitals!! Sooo Ashley and Steph decided to make him a cake. They really want to be his friend again, cause life isn't fun without Timmy <3
Love, Ashley and Steph
Alright, well I appreciate the effort, but now let me tell you a little story.
Ashley got grounded for a month. For the majority of that month, however, we hung out everyday because me and Mrs. Murphy are tight and I talked with her. And honestly, I really did consider Ashley one of my good friends and I really liked being around her. We would hang out, laugh together, and have good times. Then after a month Ashley got out of her grounding. We haven't hung out since. And honestly, I feel completley used. The time we did spend together was in the car ride home. Though she would occassionally have her good days, most days consisted of her being pissed off and not wanting to talk with me. Every Saturday night me and my friends hang out, and we called Ashley every week, but she never came over. Sometimes she was babysitting, but other times she would just go out with her other friends. Summarizing my relationship with Ashley: for a month I thought I had a really good, true friend. But my entire opinion about her has changed. She completley used me for a month and doesn't want to hang out with me anymore, cause if she did she would have. As sorry as she says she is now, I don't believe any of it and seriously don't conisider her a friend anymore. Cause a true friend would not do that to someone.
Stephanie was a little better than Ashley. She would come and hang out with me after the month Ashley was grounded. And Stephanie did get her license and give me a ride home most days. But it was never the glorious trip they made it out to be. Everyday I got the same threats that I was too slow and they would leave without me. The constant reminder of how my music sucked, and Tyler's cd was so much better. On top of that, Steph and Ashley liked to joke how they always went to get food when I wasn't there. Good, that makes me feel good. Then somedays they wouldn't be there, apparently leaving without me. Great, now I missed the bus too going up to her locker. That day I walked home, yah, friends. Then there was this nice snowy day when, again, they left without me. This time, however, they had the courtesy of picking up my sister on her walk home. They drove past me, pointing and laughing and dropped my sister off. Oh wait, they got to point and laugh again when they turned around. Again, I would like to emphasize friends.
I don't think anyone would say that what Ashley and Steph have done to me over the past few months can be considered what friends do. And what's important is that I don't consider it something friends would do. You guys can keep sending me crap, but it doesn't say anything to me. You guys have already spoke for yourselves with your actions, and whatever you are doing now is just because you don't want someone mad at you. Ashley and Stephanie, I honestly don't consider you guys friends, and I really did before.
The End.