wow.
time has gone by so fast.
everything has gotten a bit easier. the only thing that hasn't is finding time for myself. i don't think i'm ever gonna have that again. and don't get me wrong i love being with ralphie and my fiancee and being a mom just sometimes i just want maybe an hour or two to do something i want to do alone or heck even just to rest. Being at home all day when i'm so used to being out and about working or going to school or something. But i'm sure things will get better as time goes by. the thing that won't get easier though is the fact that something that used to take 5mins for me to go to the grocery store now takes 40 min. to an hour cause i have to go when the baby is calm or asleep or has eaten, making sure he's not dirty or he won't get fussy. *sighs* but well i can't complain. he's a great baby. he doesn't cry just for anything and i love playing with him. he's so attentive and love that he already recognizes my voice and when i walk in the room he turns around or starts to make noises almost seeming as if he wants to get my attention. :) he's gained so much weight. he's a little ham now. my fiancee and i call him our little piggy.
well i better go get some shut eye but i'll leave you all with some pictures.