disappointment
So let's see...the whole Benicia crew, pretty much everyone who is anyone and home right now was going to go Pop Scene tonight to get their groove on, and you know how much i like to get my groove on. So anyway, we've been, or atleast i've been, preparing for this for a while because i am in the mood to go partying. But alas, the attempts for Nick to have have fun have been foiled yet again. So left and right people are dropping out for God knows what reason. It gets to the point where it seems like no one but me and Lauren Sylva are down to going. Now not to diss on the LS, i think she is a freakin awesome girl, but it definitely would have been weird if it were just us two going. So for that plan, officially shot down. Instead i will probably stay home and read. I am planning on making some pumpkin bread with an orange liquer syrup glaze on top. Plan B is to try and get at least two other people to go to the beach tomorrow. I don't care who, i'll even drive, but someone please!!!!! I am desperate.
Lately my mother has been being the biggest hormonal vagina on the face of the Earth. I don't think she's taking this whole menopause (i have no idea how to spell it) very well. She's been the most moody S-O-B the past week. She comes home and i tell her i don't want to go to the farmer's market. "What the hell do you mean you don't want to go! You're the one who said you wanted to go!" And then when i ask her what's for dinner, she flips back "I don't know, why don't you make it yourself!" BITCH!!!!! And on top of it, she wants me to go to my little brother's "promotion" ceremony tomorrow night. What astounds me is the lengths to which people celebrate mediocrity these days. He's going from middle school to high school for crying out loud!! Since when is that an accomplishment that merrits a ceremony? High school graduation is pushing it. You have to be pretty stupid these days not to graduate high school. What is the world coming to?
So anyway...Katie has inspired me to compile some of the memiors of my life, many of which i have produced in this journal. I figure why not, i have nothing to do right now. I think the uderlying plot of this outline will be me going applying to schools for a second time, and how i've grown since high school. Who knows, maybe i'll be a best selling author...yeah right. But Katie, if you think i can do it, then i trust you. Oh and by the way, Meenu is coming to visit on sunday. Then she, Shatts, and i are going to go to UOP to party with Elena...I hope i get some action. I kinda need some action...for my sanity.
Lately my mother has been being the biggest hormonal vagina on the face of the Earth. I don't think she's taking this whole menopause (i have no idea how to spell it) very well. She's been the most moody S-O-B the past week. She comes home and i tell her i don't want to go to the farmer's market. "What the hell do you mean you don't want to go! You're the one who said you wanted to go!" And then when i ask her what's for dinner, she flips back "I don't know, why don't you make it yourself!" BITCH!!!!! And on top of it, she wants me to go to my little brother's "promotion" ceremony tomorrow night. What astounds me is the lengths to which people celebrate mediocrity these days. He's going from middle school to high school for crying out loud!! Since when is that an accomplishment that merrits a ceremony? High school graduation is pushing it. You have to be pretty stupid these days not to graduate high school. What is the world coming to?
So anyway...Katie has inspired me to compile some of the memiors of my life, many of which i have produced in this journal. I figure why not, i have nothing to do right now. I think the uderlying plot of this outline will be me going applying to schools for a second time, and how i've grown since high school. Who knows, maybe i'll be a best selling author...yeah right. But Katie, if you think i can do it, then i trust you. Oh and by the way, Meenu is coming to visit on sunday. Then she, Shatts, and i are going to go to UOP to party with Elena...I hope i get some action. I kinda need some action...for my sanity.