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so things are changin up a bit... i dunno wut to think of it, because typically, well, since i can remember, no one thing changes, everything has to change... which means i get to lose myself again, and struggle to find my place again, yeah emo i know, shut up, i fucking know. i just wanna know, is it worth trying to hold onto myself over, or should i go out on a limb and see who else i can be... i mean, maybe i can actually forget everything this time, i'll be moving on soon enough, maybe i should try to start off with a clean plate sooner than i expected...
and that idea's ended... btw, i'm bein optimistic, i dont want to forget everything, but yea, things are gna change around here, hopefully i dont as well... sdalhfs i dont like anticipating...
theres only a few things i know for a fact that wont ever change.
theres always stuff thats going to happen, and i'll continue to deal with them the way i do, i doubt that will change. I cant imagin myself not loving kirra, i could be a completely different person and still love her because theres so much about her that i dont want to forget, let alone be without, i'll make sure i never change "us" (cept for the better). n of course theres the whole not giving up on myself etc etc, nothing new there.
i dunno, this whole piece kinda contradicts itsself with the whole changing and not changing... if it confuses you.. dont worry about it, these are my thoughts, not yours
and that idea's ended... btw, i'm bein optimistic, i dont want to forget everything, but yea, things are gna change around here, hopefully i dont as well... sdalhfs i dont like anticipating...
theres only a few things i know for a fact that wont ever change.
theres always stuff thats going to happen, and i'll continue to deal with them the way i do, i doubt that will change. I cant imagin myself not loving kirra, i could be a completely different person and still love her because theres so much about her that i dont want to forget, let alone be without, i'll make sure i never change "us" (cept for the better). n of course theres the whole not giving up on myself etc etc, nothing new there.
i dunno, this whole piece kinda contradicts itsself with the whole changing and not changing... if it confuses you.. dont worry about it, these are my thoughts, not yours