feelin like clint eastwood

Jan 09, 2007 15:59

in the sense that i wanna leave town with a pack full of gold.

The good- gna have to start this one with how amazing kirra is (yet again) two nights ago i talked to her until i had to get ready for school, yes, that is i didnt get one wink of sleep that night, and then last night i talked to her until about 3 am. and do i see this as a problem, does it piss me off, am i annoyed with the fact that i only got 3 hours of sleep for the past two days (give or take a couple minutes or so)... not at all, because when im talkin to her everythings fine, i feel fine, and i feel ready for what ever i gotta face knowing that i can always call her back. she's just that amazing.

Next semmester is lookin good as well, i'm now gna be a student assistant for mr. suffity (suffety?), gna be takin some easy classes, auto too so i can work on my car some, and to top it off i got a class with mr. DeBear, aka really cool dude.

I think im going to graduate this year, w00t, then im movin out, n movin on.

The bad- Everyday is the same thing, never better, cant really say never worse cuz today was worse than yesterday, n yesterday was just a typical day... which isnt necessarily a good thing, but the way i see it is: welcome to the 21st century where divorce isnt condemed by society, but is actually an easy way out with few to no strings attached (sure theres some complications but you get what i mean)... so if your life is getting ruined, your miserable, all you do is work, fight, n sleep... wouldnt divorce be a reasonable outlook? of course... but of course since i brought that up, i'm officially the bad guy... so you know what i have to say to you (already said it once to them, i'm sure i'll say it again) but FUCK YOU, i'll live with you, and thats about it, if you're gna put yourselves through hell for god-knows-what reason, then be my guest, i learned the hard way that theres no changing your mind, but if you're gna live through hell every day, your not dragging me down, deal with your own shit n leave me out of it, because when ever i try to help you just shut me down, so-be-it, im done trying.

The Ugly- i need to start working out again, i feel weak

fortunately, my focus is on the good, cuz as we all have heard (and some believe, like I) if you do good, good will come to you.
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