Dec 14, 2013 16:02
No matter how i tell myself to move on, in reality i don't want.
Still I end up thinking of things that kills me everyday.
I feel like i am living in lies everyday. And it's freakin' hard.
I keep on telling myself to smile and laugh and live your life as if
it's the last but at the end of the day when i get home alone...
the only thing that keeps me company are tears.
No matter how many years had past by this occasional agony will always...
ALWAYS come back. I miss my mama and papa so bad.
I've been so LONELY...not only me but also Ate Ken,Dyanne and Jun.
We've been so lonely like everyday. Wherever you are right now,
Please always watch over us.
my life,
family