[FANFIC] SOUL - PROLOGUE
What you’re visualizing now is a man, lying dead asleep on his bed. Apparently his body doesn’t move. Even the profoundest calmness couldn’t even describe the situation now. No sound, no movement, no anything. Then, an unconsidered action threatened the peace. “Hyukjae!” The man got up and broke the complete silence. Seems like the dream he was having isn’t sparing him. Tears flowed down while his eyes were still wide-opened. “I missed you…” He drew his legs in and buried his face above his knees with his arms covered.
Sunlight shines in and brought us a brighter view of the room. When the wind blows in, the curtain just flew up casually. The room isn’t any special. A single-bed located diagonally opposite from the door, windows facing the study table and the study table was placed on the left side of the bed. Now that you realize it, the protagonist had long gone. Where did he go? You thought. Just then, you heard a flushing sound of the toilet bowl and you spotted someone’s feet stepped out from the opened door.
He proceeded to his wardrobe, took out his uniform, wore it, grabbed his school bag, and went down to the living area. “Oh Hae…” A woman voice is heard. “Morn’ mum.” He addressed her and continued making his way to the main door. “Breakfast before you go?” His mum asked. “No. I’m off.” He shuts the door. His mum glanced at the door and shook her head. “Still not over it, huh?”
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Two months ago was the time whereby Donghae’s agony and tragedy started. His confidant, Lee Hyuk Jae, was his one and only close friend he had. He didn’t have any other acquaintances. Just Hyukjae, he only interacted with him. Be it in school, at home or outside. The both of them were never once broken apart. However, he died by committing suicide. What he could comprehend during that time was Hyukjae’s fair hands letting go of his, expression ever so peaceful, and then PAM! Nothing was left. This more or less described his dreams.
Donghae skipped school for a month. Hyukjae’s ‘Sorry, Donghae’ kept floating up in his mind. He hugged that framed photo for 24 hours a day. Never letting it go, yearning for his warmth to come back again. Hoping to see his gummy smile again, hoping to hear his jokes and see his gags again. Hoping to… Embrace him again. His eyes were swollen for the whole month. The amount of tears he shed is no fucking joke. All he thought during that time was his stupidity for rejecting him, for ignoring him, for excruciating him.
Ten days later, a parcel was sent to Donghae’s. He opened it. Nothing but a small book was found inside. The box was considered huge for the book. Donghae took it out, just after he found out it was Hyukjae’s diary writing starting from the date when he confessed to Donghae, he dropped the book as if his finger couldn’t exert anymore strength. He laid himself down on the freezing cold marble floor, and stared at the ceiling, whispering to himself, “I’m… Sorry.” With his right arm covered his eyes, he started to tear again.
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The blowing wind becomes faint
My blackened burnt lips are becoming frozen together
When a sadness that makes me unable to speak approaches,
the invisible pain pierces though me deeply in the dark
The sky inside of me that I couldn't love anymore,
even if I hoped that you'd stay a little longer if I beg
Because I couldn't just leave like this,
even though I try to find my scattered pieces, I must not be able to
Because my light is becoming clouded
The sky inside of me that I couldn't love anymore,
even if I hoped that you'd stay a little longer if I beg
Even though I wanted to be one of your memories,
you're forgetting now
Your breath that is steadily getting further away to a place i cannot reach
In the end you made my soul left for heaven, crying
Goodbye
魂 (혼) (Horn) Lyrics - Super Junior (희철/Heechul)
♥ Heh, I was thinking of what title for this fic will be good and I titled it Soul as I kept repeating this song while writing. :x I posted the translated lyrics too - not by me, and find it quite relevant to my story. :> Heh, I love this song soooooooo muchhhhhhhhhh. xD
♥ I actually written up to chapter 2 but I deleted all because I find it kind of weird. - KEPT GOING OUT OF POINT DAMMIT! And I couldn't find suitable verbs to describe. GAHHH, ME FAILS AT MY LIMITED VOCABS. OTL But I'll just post this first, the next chapter will prolly be released by this week. >D
♥ Comments please? Let me know there is actually someone who reads my fic. HAHAHA!
P/s: I'll post another One-shot of Haehyuk later on. BE TOUCHED PEOPLE, IT'S SMUT! WEEP YOUR ASS OUT NAO! \O/