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why do i constantly do this to myself? i set myself up for disappointment, i set myself up for defeat, i set myself up for heartbreak. i get my hopes up, and listen to others and hope for the best, and in the end, i'm the one sitting here, frustrated, angry, upset, but not at you, at myself, for yet again allowing my guard down, allowing myself to open up, listening to those who told me it would be ok...and now here i am, wondering what i did that could have made things change, was it because i was honest about my feelings? did i come on to strong? did i expect too much?
for once, i want something to work out...the past month has basically sucked...i was looking to this to be the thing that saved it for me...
for once, i want something to work out...the past month has basically sucked...i was looking to this to be the thing that saved it for me...