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My Mom's stepmother died on Tuesday. We were never close. It's one of those things where you know it's sad, and you recognize loss, but you can move on. My Dad knew her, so I called him to let him know. He told me that Wednesday night, my Aunt Beth shot herself.
She's dead. My Godmother, the woman who almost raised me herself, is dead. This is extremely hard to type. She had been sick with mental problems since she was a teenager. I guess she just couldn't fight anymore. She was one one of the most amazing women I've ever known. I'll miss her terribly.
She was a nurse, and when she first moved to Llano, she got a job at a nursing home for alzheimer's patients. The uniforms were these ugly blue scrubs, Even though she wasn't allowed to, she always came to work with these pink scrubs with cartoons on them. She just was that kind of person.
She left behind two of the roughest, toughest boys I've ever met. They're being strong. I think they can make it.
I didn't go to school today. I could care less about finals. I'll take them and everything, I'm just not concerned with it right now.
I have moved from the sobbing, horrified shock, to the numbed and detached stage. I just don't understand why this couldn't happen to someone who deserves it. I miss her. I miss her a lot.
I just can't anything. I'm staying in my room. I feel like everything is cold. I just want to see her again.
She's dead. My Godmother, the woman who almost raised me herself, is dead. This is extremely hard to type. She had been sick with mental problems since she was a teenager. I guess she just couldn't fight anymore. She was one one of the most amazing women I've ever known. I'll miss her terribly.
She was a nurse, and when she first moved to Llano, she got a job at a nursing home for alzheimer's patients. The uniforms were these ugly blue scrubs, Even though she wasn't allowed to, she always came to work with these pink scrubs with cartoons on them. She just was that kind of person.
She left behind two of the roughest, toughest boys I've ever met. They're being strong. I think they can make it.
I didn't go to school today. I could care less about finals. I'll take them and everything, I'm just not concerned with it right now.
I have moved from the sobbing, horrified shock, to the numbed and detached stage. I just don't understand why this couldn't happen to someone who deserves it. I miss her. I miss her a lot.
I just can't anything. I'm staying in my room. I feel like everything is cold. I just want to see her again.