sometimes i think i should make a new me

[aubrilee]

i'm reading through some old lj's, looking for details to pass along to echo, and i am seeing so much of my life that just makes me sad and frustrated. a life of lost desires and opportunities left behind. i am definitely not getting into another relationship. they only leave me alone and with questions about what i could have done. i am done wanting to give to someone else, because they give nothing back. i'm gonna get a fucking cat or plant or something.

dammit.

yeah, it's been 3 months to the day (yesterday). anyway.