how?
i am moving. right?
right?
i didn't go to work last night and remember how much i love my bar, did i?
i didn't go online looking or job in dc and get frozen with fear did i?
keri isn't making it INCREDIBLY difficult to leave, reminding me how much i love the theatre, and how hard it will be to commute, did she?
and she isn't making it harder by finding nice apts in astoria in my price range, is she?
but, in the end, last night i got home and threw up from the stress of going back to the apt, and worrying as i walked to the apt, and worrying in general.
so i'm making a decsion. i'm leaving. it'll take a while to talk it out with keri and fiona, but i'm leaving.
i'm giving myself till october to get someone in my room, and then i'll only have a few weeks left of classes at tpr. i can commute for those two weeks (one day a week? no big), and then start focusing on finding a place to live and work.
shit. this is scary as hell. i think i might back out again.
also: things to look forward to in the futre - Aubri Obsessing Over The Effect This Decision Will Have On Her Relationship, and Friendships.
we'll worry about logistics first, then move on to personal matters.
right?
i didn't go to work last night and remember how much i love my bar, did i?
i didn't go online looking or job in dc and get frozen with fear did i?
keri isn't making it INCREDIBLY difficult to leave, reminding me how much i love the theatre, and how hard it will be to commute, did she?
and she isn't making it harder by finding nice apts in astoria in my price range, is she?
but, in the end, last night i got home and threw up from the stress of going back to the apt, and worrying as i walked to the apt, and worrying in general.
so i'm making a decsion. i'm leaving. it'll take a while to talk it out with keri and fiona, but i'm leaving.
i'm giving myself till october to get someone in my room, and then i'll only have a few weeks left of classes at tpr. i can commute for those two weeks (one day a week? no big), and then start focusing on finding a place to live and work.
shit. this is scary as hell. i think i might back out again.
also: things to look forward to in the futre - Aubri Obsessing Over The Effect This Decision Will Have On Her Relationship, and Friendships.
we'll worry about logistics first, then move on to personal matters.