and then back in nyc
been back in nyc for an hour now and haven't been mugged or robbed, so things are looking hopeful.
i think i am leaving. and by think, i mean know. i told lulu i wasn't going to move with her, and i'm going to put my room up on craigslist in just a minute.
i have not told keri or fiona, or midway, or tpr.
i'm not entirely sure how.
i know i can't leave asap, because i
1: have to find someone to take the space
2: am contracted to work with tpr thru october.
i'm thinking i can telecommute for fiona, but at the same time it's time for the one month evaluation, and she may decide she doesn't want an assistant anyway. and if i do that, i might just come up to nyc for 2 days a week (wednesday and thursday nights) to take care of my tpr stuff, and in that way make myself available to her.
and, the really big thing, is flaming pants. i don't know how i can leave them. i'm hoping i can still be involved, but it's a pretty big hope based on not a lot of reality.
oh, also - i have NO idea how i'll afford any of this. i'm a couple thousand in debt as it is. jeez.
schmitty is being really supportive and has said i could stay with him for a month or two while i find a new place and job. i don't, however, know what i'm going to do about my stuff. i'm hoping my matress is still bug free, but i don't know how i feel about bringing it if it's not. and the same goes for just about everything i own.
i guess it's time to prune my belongings again.
maybe i'll just get a storage space in the district and keep things there till i feel good about them.
maybe i'll just take jenna's insurance payments and live out of her car.
maybe i'll stop this foolish post and go get ready for work.
i never thought i'd say it, but i'd like a little stability right now.
i think i am leaving. and by think, i mean know. i told lulu i wasn't going to move with her, and i'm going to put my room up on craigslist in just a minute.
i have not told keri or fiona, or midway, or tpr.
i'm not entirely sure how.
i know i can't leave asap, because i
1: have to find someone to take the space
2: am contracted to work with tpr thru october.
i'm thinking i can telecommute for fiona, but at the same time it's time for the one month evaluation, and she may decide she doesn't want an assistant anyway. and if i do that, i might just come up to nyc for 2 days a week (wednesday and thursday nights) to take care of my tpr stuff, and in that way make myself available to her.
and, the really big thing, is flaming pants. i don't know how i can leave them. i'm hoping i can still be involved, but it's a pretty big hope based on not a lot of reality.
oh, also - i have NO idea how i'll afford any of this. i'm a couple thousand in debt as it is. jeez.
schmitty is being really supportive and has said i could stay with him for a month or two while i find a new place and job. i don't, however, know what i'm going to do about my stuff. i'm hoping my matress is still bug free, but i don't know how i feel about bringing it if it's not. and the same goes for just about everything i own.
i guess it's time to prune my belongings again.
maybe i'll just get a storage space in the district and keep things there till i feel good about them.
maybe i'll just take jenna's insurance payments and live out of her car.
maybe i'll stop this foolish post and go get ready for work.
i never thought i'd say it, but i'd like a little stability right now.