never been so broke that I couldn't leave tooooooown
This - this clerk thing - this is not what I do. This is my job.
I do many things. I write (and try to not give a damn how "good" or "bad" or "socially acceptable" it is). I walk around graveyards singing under my breath. I read tarot cards for people. I dance on the line between sanity and its opposite very merrily. I listen to music. I pretend to be fictional characters (and sometimes not even on the internet). I talk to people who are/n't there. I research topics nobody "sane" would even care about. I make plans and watch them fall apart. I yearn to someday become fluent in the Ainu language. I wear jewelry and flowery perfume and still prefer to be called "he". I spend too much time in bars. I spend too much time in libraries. I spend too much money on weapons the gun supposedly rendered obsolete. I sometimes use a main gauche as a can opener. (Those last two are related.) I dance. I am very bad at flirting, but dammit I try. I spend time with my friends. I listen to music too loudly. I annoy my neighbors.
This is what I do. It is still not who I am, but that is another post.
So.
What is it you do?
I do many things. I write (and try to not give a damn how "good" or "bad" or "socially acceptable" it is). I walk around graveyards singing under my breath. I read tarot cards for people. I dance on the line between sanity and its opposite very merrily. I listen to music. I pretend to be fictional characters (and sometimes not even on the internet). I talk to people who are/n't there. I research topics nobody "sane" would even care about. I make plans and watch them fall apart. I yearn to someday become fluent in the Ainu language. I wear jewelry and flowery perfume and still prefer to be called "he". I spend too much time in bars. I spend too much time in libraries. I spend too much money on weapons the gun supposedly rendered obsolete. I sometimes use a main gauche as a can opener. (Those last two are related.) I dance. I am very bad at flirting, but dammit I try. I spend time with my friends. I listen to music too loudly. I annoy my neighbors.
This is what I do. It is still not who I am, but that is another post.
So.
What is it you do?