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I graduated. I definantly feel like I am living in some sort of surreal moment for the past few days. All the different feelings adding up I feel a few different emotions: stress, joy, anxiety, and happiness. I feel like my priorities need to start getting in full check. Its time to create my own destiny and stop worrying about others. Life has been crazy the past few weeks, its in all different directions. Focusing on school, work, money, responsibilities, relationships, and summer all put a different set of moods on me in different moments. This is really it, the end of our careers; reminising all the memories with all the different people has been well surreal. Growing up seems easy but not as easy as it looks. Priorities and goals have to come first and I need to really focus on my future because I am on the outside looking in. I wonder how many people are in my situation. How many of the people I grew up with are all suddenly going to drop off the face of the map? I am anxious and sad when I think about it, its a hard thought that high school is over. Friends and family are so supportive its almost overwhelming, living in the moment of achievement is just a surreal thought. I want to make the most out of this last summer before college, I want to make changes for the better of myself, family and more importantly embrace the oppurtunity to succeed. This is growing up...