Lost Myself Again
Characters: ALEX & AMARA
Date&Time: July 29/after HE AND LORNA BREAK EACH OTHERS HEARTS AGAIN
Setting: her room
Summary: Alex is officially broken.
Rating: TEEN ANGST.
Status: Open to Amara
He stood there in front of her bedroom door, not sure he could muster the strength to lift his arm and knock on it. In fact, Alex Summers felt like he was about to collapse from the weight of his guilt at any moment, as if standing were the most difficult thing he had ever had to do. He reached for the wall to steady himself and looked at the floor.
Through the blurred vision that only tears could bring.
Yes, Alex was crying. But his tears were the silent streams of painful rejection that slipped down his cheeks, accompanied by a lost expression but no sobs. He was terribly quiet. It would be difficult to tell he was breathing at all at first glance.
Eventually, he managed to knock on Amara's door, but he dreaded her answering, dreaded the conversation they were about to have, because he was the biggest jerk in the world. He'd been so selfish, and in a lot of ways he'd used her. Alex just wanted to make it right, but he knew it would probably end up with him alone in the end, and her rightfully hating him.
Date&Time: July 29/after HE AND LORNA BREAK EACH OTHERS HEARTS AGAIN
Setting: her room
Summary: Alex is officially broken.
Rating: TEEN ANGST.
Status: Open to Amara
He stood there in front of her bedroom door, not sure he could muster the strength to lift his arm and knock on it. In fact, Alex Summers felt like he was about to collapse from the weight of his guilt at any moment, as if standing were the most difficult thing he had ever had to do. He reached for the wall to steady himself and looked at the floor.
Through the blurred vision that only tears could bring.
Yes, Alex was crying. But his tears were the silent streams of painful rejection that slipped down his cheeks, accompanied by a lost expression but no sobs. He was terribly quiet. It would be difficult to tell he was breathing at all at first glance.
Eventually, he managed to knock on Amara's door, but he dreaded her answering, dreaded the conversation they were about to have, because he was the biggest jerk in the world. He'd been so selfish, and in a lot of ways he'd used her. Alex just wanted to make it right, but he knew it would probably end up with him alone in the end, and her rightfully hating him.