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Apr 17, 2005 18:22

This year is really flying by. I can't believe it's almost May, seems like it was just yesterday that I went back home for winter break. Speaking of going home, I've never been away from my family for this long, but when I think about it, I don't really mind. I have Ryou here so I'm not by myself nor am I lonely. Otousan has called twice now about me going back home to "visit" in May. Both times I said I'd think about it, but apparently he wasn't convinced because yesterday my aunt called about me coming home. Before I was suspicious about his intentions, but if she's calling I may just be worrying over nothing. I haven't completely made up my mind yet, though I'm still leaning towards no. I don't see a reason to disrupt my studies and go home when he won't even give me a reason as to why he wants me home. He tiptoes around it, and last time he said flat out not to question him. That just makes me want to return home even less.


[I don't want to leave Ryou. That is the foremost reason I don't feel like going. I don't want to leave him by himself, and I don't want to go somewhere that he can't come with. I still don't trust Otousan's intentions, whatever they may be.]

I still have some homework left I better get to.
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