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[I talked to Tousan over the weekend. He called, but sounded very formal and distant. He asked how things were going at school and then talked about how things were back at home and at his job, and for a while I thought that he was, for once, just interested in having a chat. Later on he asked if it was possible for me to visit home during May, and at that point I knew I was wrong. I asked him why, and he said there was "matters that needed to be taken care of." I don't feel like leaving Japan right now, and on top of that it sounded very suspcious, so I told him I'd think about it. If he doesn't explain more to me of why I'm needed at home in future conversations I won't consider it though. I'd much rather stay here.
I'm not going to mention it to Ryou aniki Ryou for the time being. I don't see the need to make him worried since it's not definite.]