oh man
i started out to write something poetic, but decided against it after i realized the state of being i was in. so tired and don't feel good at all. headache, cramps, hip problems are back, hot but cold at the same time, achey. blah. today was good though. i finished all my homework throughout the day so really i have none and got to wander around in 6th per. then i had the house to myself for awhile which was nice. i think the inside of my mouth is eating itself. show tomorrow where i get to see deedee and meet kaela which is...i'm not sure. i'm not nervous or worried or anything, but i'm not totally lax about it either. whatever happens happens. and whether i'm a half mute child with brain malfunctions and birth defects is yet to be determined. we shall see, indeed we shall. brushpicks are so wonderful. i've had the same one for 3 days now. i don't have to get up early tomorrow!!!!!!! and garrett actually said i was a good writer. i don't know why that's so important to me but it is. i mean a lot of other people have said that before but...he's never said anything about it. i don't know but i'm glad he did. i cannot focus anymore even though i try really hard. i haven't posted any pictures in awhile and i should. i will sometime soon. i haven't had the camera around lately, i felt incomplete.
one last thing that drives me insane: my sister decided to steal all the tampons and pads like she does every single time when she comes home, leaving me with nothing. she's diabolical! *shakes fist*