dead
i know you dont read this cause i guess im not important enough for you. i dont understand, we were close and now things arent what they used to be. i dont think i have done anything to deserve this, but just out of nowhere the one thing that made my day a little better is now gone. i dont think i did anything wrong but you wont even answer your phone or call me back or anything. i would really like to talk to you soon if thats ok with you. i just want things to change. i cant stand living like this. after everything we have been through, the ups and downs over the past year and a half, and all of a sudden you refuse to talk to me and ignore me when everyone else is around, everyone that use to hate us to death about 4 months ago. it was just you and me back than, now everything is fucked up. im pretty sure there isnt a band anymore, im almost positive of it. im so glad your happy with him. you deserve to be happy, actually its the only thing i have been wishing for was for you to be happy. im glad you found him and that things are goin very well for you two. but i dont understand why you have to completely cut me out of your life because you are one of the few people that makes me happy and that cheers me up when needed. i dont know. maybe im over-reacting to things, maybe everything will change in the future but im not to sure of it. it doesnt matter, your not goin to read this anyway cause im almost positive you could care less about me as of right now, but atleast your happy, dont worry, i'll be dead someday soon.