Why Can't it be a Shpadoinkle Day?
A perpetual sigh. That is what I have been reduced to. I'm reaching a point where I have no energy, no will, no reason to continue. I have never felt such a strong sense of utter and totally apathy. But why is this so? I am certainly not spread too thin, there have been times in my life when I was MUCH more busy. It is not that I am not involved enough, I am not a bum sitting at home on the couch watching television every day. So why? Why the overpowering urge to throw up my hands and proclaim to all, "I don't care."?
I have asserted it many times before that last year was most likely the pinnacle of my high school life in many aspects, and this statement seems to grow truer all the time. With no reason to care about high school, and no desire to think of college, I'm stuck. Unfortunately this negative attitude is taking quite a toll on my relationship with my parents - it seems as if I am berated daily for some personal inadequacy or another. Can I blame them?-certainly not. But I can't get out of this slump.
I NEED RE-CHARGING.
I have asserted it many times before that last year was most likely the pinnacle of my high school life in many aspects, and this statement seems to grow truer all the time. With no reason to care about high school, and no desire to think of college, I'm stuck. Unfortunately this negative attitude is taking quite a toll on my relationship with my parents - it seems as if I am berated daily for some personal inadequacy or another. Can I blame them?-certainly not. But I can't get out of this slump.
I NEED RE-CHARGING.