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another thing that suck is that i've brought up the fact that i have 2 songs that i haven't played for her yet and she won't ask me about them. she pretty much admitted this morning that she doesn't like my stuff so that's ok. i'm so used to it. pretty much everything that comes from me is a piece of shit to everyone else. that's a major reason as to why i hate people so much. nobody ever actually wants to hear me play. i pretty much have to tie them down to a chair and a gun to their head in order for anyone to listen. it's always been that way with everyone. the human race is just something that doesn't deserve to be. if this 2012 thing turns out to actually be true and on top of that turns out to be the apocolypse and wipes out the human race, it'll be a miracle. it's exactly what we need. the world is so dead to what is true. the world can go fuck itself. if we worked really hard and worked as a team then we might actually be able to fix it up enough to become just a big piece of shit.